Story of a Girl

Leah Lehman is finding her way through young womanhood. As she negotiates new relationships and responsibilities, she navigates the paths of a new campus and of her own heart.

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My parents would not approve of my life here. What college means to me is: meeting people, having fun partying and of course school work got to go to class because everybody needs a degree now. Before college I was really quiet and I really didn’t talk to anyone outside my group of friends. Partying on the weekends with lots of alcohol does make me more outgoing. I will talk to everyone if I have alcohol in me. It makes me more friendly than just outgoing.


I have a feeling that when I met Leah there was shit tons of alcohol involved. I made a drunken decision…and… I was an asshole to Leah probably because I lead her on, told her drunken lies. I really didn’t want to do anything with her; I didn’t wanna like have sex with her or anything. I tried to be nice, I did. That was my attempted but it didn’t work out.


What I think about man in general are that they are all liars and assholes; all of them. I have never met a decent guy. Why do I think all man are assholes? Let me tell you about the last date I went on. So he shows up he was 45 min late. We were talking and it was really, really great conversation like really easy. Then he is like: oh, my ex-girlfriend, blah, blah, blah. Starts talking about his ex-girlfriend and then she shows-up. I felt very occurred. I had no idea what was going on and after I found out that she was still his girlfriend. So he was just using me because he wanted her to prove that she still loved him.

Party ambient

You guys are really shacking hands. Yeah it’s a pretty intensive moment.


Hey! What’s up? I apologies I’m really drunk. Where did Andy go?

Hmm… inside.


I met Leah at Dusty’s one night when I was drunk and actually the night I met her I lost my virginity to her. I saw her outside crying actually and I was like what’s wrong. And she said: no one will go home with me. So.. I went home with her.


When I met Andy I was trying to get someone to go home with me. So… I faked cried.


After we had sex we are still pretty good friends actually. She was really casual about it witch makes is a lot easier. Most people are way to occur. She’s like it’s just water under the bridge.


Afterwards he is one of my best guy friends. He is a really good friend and he is always there for you. Andy was my second “V”-card I took. So… it’s exciting that somebody would pick you to loose their virginity to. It’s just kind of like a compliment.

These experiences they’ve kind of shaped me to be more in control of myself and not fall so hard and fast for people. That’s the only lesson really. I have not given up on men. There is the tiniest bit of hope that there is one decent man outhere, but is fading fast…

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